==Kanji== 誰かを愛せたあの時の気持ちでいつもいれたら 誰かを傷つける言葉もこの世にはなかっただろうなあ 満ちていて 枯れていて 心はいつも誰かを つきはなして また求めて いつも時のせいにして 傷つけてきた人の顔にだけモザイクをかけて また心は愛を探す 愛されるそのためだけに優しさはあると 恥ずかしがることもなく それを人と呼んだ 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか嘘を つくのを 僕はどこかで知っていたの もっと自分を好きになれ ってくらい人に優しい君へ 自分のために使う心 残ってるの? 僕はダメなの 僕の心 僕だけのために使うものなの こんな僕をなぜ愛しく 思えるの? (堪えて こらえて あふれて) 君のまぶたは 僕が 自分のために いつも 嘘をつくたび ただ涙こぼすの (生まれて くる前からわかっていた) 神様は知ってた 全て こうなることを そして 君の瞳大きく作ったの そこから見ていたの 知ってたの いつでも僕は僕のことを 誰より何より 一番好きなのを それなのに それなのに 君の言葉は言う こんな僕に 誰より何より 僕が愛しいと言う 君はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことさえ知らずに 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はいつも どれだけの自分を愛せただろう 僕に いつだって優しくしすぎていた僕はいつも どれだけの「誰かを」愛せただろう 言葉は いつもその人を映したがってた 神様は なぜこんな近くに言葉を作ったの? 心は いつも言葉に隠れ黙ってた 神様は なぜこんな深くに心を作ったの? 心と言葉が重なってたら 一つになったら いくつの君への悲しい 嘘が優しい色になってたろう (I was here tell you why) みんなそう 自分の ためだけにいつも「誰か」がいる (You were here to tell me じゃあその「誰か」の ためにはなんで僕はいないの? 君はそう きっとそう 「自分より好きな人がいる」自分が好きなの 今は 言えるよ 「自分より好きな君がいる」今の僕が好き 人が人のために流す涙 それこそが愛の存在の証だ それを教えてくれたのは君だ 君が作った僕の心は 「誰がために それが僕のために」今は言えるそれがありのままに 生きてくことだと それが人なんだと 僕はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことはもうしないよ 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はきっと そんな自分を愛したのだろう 僕も いつかは愛せるかな 君のようになれるかな 僕は どれだけの「誰かを」愛せるかな 泣いたね 君は泣いたね 心が「泣いて」と叫ぶまま 僕を嫌いにならないように そう祈るように 君は愛したね 人を愛したね 心が枯れそうになるまで 君の分まで 君のため 枯れるまで 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか人を 救うのを 君はいつでも 知っていたの ==Romaji== Dareka wo aiseta ano no kimochi de itsumo iretara Dareka wo kizutsukeru kotoba kono yo ni wa nakatta darou na Michiteite, kareteite, wa itsumo dareka wo Tsukihanashite mata motomete, itsumo no toki no ni shite Kizutsuketeta hito no ni dake mozaiku wo kakete, mata kokoro wa ai wo sagasu Aisareru, sono tame dake yasashisa wa aru to koto mo naku, sore wo hito to yonda Aishiteiru to iu koe ga, naiteiru you ni Kokoro ga itsuka uso wo tsuku no wo boku dokoka de shitteita no "Motto jibun wo suki ni tte kurai hito ni yasashii kimi e Jibun no tame ni tsukau kokoro, nokotteiru Boku wa dame nano, no kokoro, boku dake no tame ni tsukau mono nano Konna boku wo naze itoshiku no? (Koraete, koraete, Kimi no mabuta wa boku jibun no tame ni Itsumo wo tsukutabi, tada namida kobosu no kuru mae kara wakatteita) Kamisama wa subete, kounaru koto ga Soshite kimi no ookiku tsukkutetano Sorekara miteita no, shitteita no, itsudemo boku wa boku no wo Dareyori, yori, ichiban suki nano wo ni, sorenano ni, kimi no iu kodoba wa iu konna boku ni nani yori, boku ga itoshii to iu Kimi wa sore wo yasashisa to kotosae shirazu ni Kimi no Itsudatte dareka no ni atta kokoro wa itsumo Doredake no wo aisetadarou Boku itsudatte yasashisugiteita boku wa itsumo Doredake "dareka" aisetadarou Kotoba itsumo sono hito ni utsushigateta Kamisama wa naze chikaku ni kotoba wo tsukuttano? Kokoro wa itsumo, kotoba ni damatteta Kamisama wa naze konna fukaku ni kokoro wo tsukutta Kokoro to kotoba kasanattetara, hitotsu ni nattara Ikutsu no kimi e no kanashii uso yasashii iro ni nattetarou Minna sou was here to), jibun (tell you why) no tamedake ni itsumo "dareka" ga iru Jaa sono (You were "dareka" (to tell me why) no tame ni wa nande boku wa inai no? wa sou kitto sou, "jibun yori suki na hito ga iru" jibun ga suki nano Ima wa ieru yo, "jibun yori suki kimi ga iru", ima no boku ga suki Hito ga ito no tame ni nagasu namida, ga ai no sonzai no akashi da Sore wo oshietekureta no kimi da, kimi ga tsukutta boku no kokoro wa "Dareka no tame ni sore ga boku no tame ima wa ieru sore ga ari no mama ni Ikiteku koto dato, sore ga hito nanda Boku sore wo yasashisa to, yobu koto wa mou shinai yo Kimi no Itsudatte dareka tame ni atta kokoro wa kitto Sonna jibun wo aishita darou Boku mo itsuka wa aiserukana? Kimi no you ni nareru Boku wa doredake no "dareka" wo kana? Naiteta ne, wa naiteta ne, kokoro ga "naite" to sakebu mama Boku wo kirai ni naranai you sou inoru you ni Kimi wa hito wo aishita ne, kokoro ga kare sou ni naru made Kimi no bun boku no tame, kareru made Aishiteru iu koe ga, naiteiru you ni kikoeta Kokoro itsuka hito wo sukuu no wo kimi wa isudemo shitteita no. ==Eng Trans== If could always remember how it feels to love someone Hurtful words might come to be Our full of love or withered, are always Pushing someone away, pulling close again, and someday blaming it on the moment Blurring away faces of the ones we hurt, we search again for love are only kind because we want to be loved We do it shamelessly, is what being human is Your voice saying, "I you," sounded like a crying whisper Somehow I knew that day the heart woud be untrue to itself You're so kind to others that I can't help want you to care more about yourself Do you have enough heart left in you yourself? I'm good, my heart, it's my heart and I use it only for myself. How can you someone like me? I lied for my own sake you did was allow tears to fall from your eyes knew that everything would happen and so he you open eyes And then I realized that than anyone, more than anything I myself was the one I held the Despite despite all of that, your words tell a person like me They tell that you loved me more than anyone, more than anything You didn't even know that that was kindness Your heart had always, always for there for someone else's sake, But how have you been able to love yourself? I was treated gently, too kindly But how much was I able love someone else? They say that words reflect how person really is. Why did god decide to make these so close? Our hearts are always hiding silently behind words. Why did god create us with our hearts so inside of us? words and the heart were in sync, if they became one Just how many of the sorrowful lies I to you would be turned into a gentle love? Everyone's the same; all have "someone" just for us So why does that "someone" not for me? Because is "someone you love more than yourself", you like yourself I can say it now, that I like you more than myself. I like the I am now. The tears that are shed when someone cries for another, that is the evidence the existence of love The person who taught me that you, you who created my heart "Who was this all It was for myself," I can say it now Because that is what living is, that is what being is I will no longer call kindness Your heart, which had always been for for someone else's sake, must loved yourself as well Will I be to love someday, can I become someone like you? How much will I be able to that "someone"? You cried, you cried as if your screamed for you to cry As if it was praying hard that you wouldn't hate me You loved, you loved someone, so much that you let your wither You even let yourself Your saying, "I love you," sounded like a crying whisper As if you'd always known that our hearts would be the thing to save us