==Kanji== 誰かを愛せたあの時の気持ちでいつもいれたら 誰かを傷つける言葉もこの世にはなかっただろうなあ 満ちていて 枯れていて 心はいつも誰かを つきはなして また求めて いつも時のせいにして 傷つけてきた人の顔にだけモザイクをかけて また心は愛を探す 愛されるそのためだけに優しさはあると 恥ずかしがることもなく それを人と呼んだ 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか嘘を つくのを 僕はどこかで知っていたの もっと自分を好きになれ ってくらい人に優しい君へ 自分のために使う心 残ってるの? 僕はダメなの 僕の心 僕だけのために使うものなの こんな僕をなぜ愛しく 思えるの? (堪えて こらえて あふれて) 君のまぶたは 僕が 自分のために いつも 嘘をつくたび ただ涙こぼすの (生まれて くる前からわかっていた) 神様は知ってた 全て こうなることを そして 君の瞳大きく作ったの そこから見ていたの 知ってたの いつでも僕は僕のことを 誰より何より 一番好きなのを それなのに それなのに 君の言葉は言う こんな僕に 誰より何より 僕が愛しいと言う 君はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことさえ知らずに 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はいつも どれだけの自分を愛せただろう 僕に いつだって優しくしすぎていた僕はいつも どれだけの「誰かを」愛せただろう 言葉は いつもその人を映したがってた 神様は なぜこんな近くに言葉を作ったの? 心は いつも言葉に隠れ黙ってた 神様は なぜこんな深くに心を作ったの? 心と言葉が重なってたら 一つになったら いくつの君への悲しい 嘘が優しい色になってたろう (I was to tell you why) みんなそう 自分の ためだけにいつも「誰か」がいる (You were here to me why) じゃあその「誰か」の ためにはなんで僕はいないの? 君はそう きっとそう 「自分より好きな人がいる」自分が好きなの 今は 言えるよ 「自分より好きな君がいる」今の僕が好き 人が人のために流す涙 それこそが愛の存在の証だ それを教えてくれたのは君だ 君が作った僕の心は 「誰がために それが僕のために」今は言えるそれがありのままに 生きてくことだと それが人なんだと 僕はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことはもうしないよ 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はきっと そんな自分を愛したのだろう 僕も いつかは愛せるかな 君のようになれるかな 僕は どれだけの「誰かを」愛せるかな 泣いたね 君は泣いたね 心が「泣いて」と叫ぶまま 僕を嫌いにならないように そう祈るように 君は愛したね 人を愛したね 心が枯れそうになるまで 君の分まで 君のため 枯れるまで 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか人を 救うのを 君はいつでも 知っていたの ==Romaji== Dareka wo aiseta ano no kimochi de itsumo iretara Dareka wo kizutsukeru kotoba mo, kono yo wa nakatta darou na Michiteite, kareteite, kokoro wa itsumo wo Tsukihanashite mata motomete, no toki no sei ni shite Kizutsuketeta hito no kawo dake mozaiku wo kakete, mata kokoro wa ai wo sagasu Aisareru, sono tame dake ni yasashisa wa to Hazukashigaru koto mo naku, sore wo to yonda Aishiteiru iu koe ga, naiteiru you ni kikoeta Kokoro ga itsuka uso wo tsuku no wo boku dokoka de shitteita no "Motto jibun wo suki ni nare" tte kurai hito ni kimi e Jibun no tame ni tsukau kokoro, no? Boku wa dame nano, boku no kokoro, boku dake no ni tsukau mono nano boku wo naze itoshiku omoeru no? koraete, afurete) Kimi no wa boku ga jibun no tame ni Itsumo uso tsukutabi, tada namida kobosu no (Umarete mae kara wakatteita) Kamisama wa shiteta, subete, koto ga Soshite kimi hitomi ookiku tsukkutetano Sorekara miteita no, shitteita no, itsudemo boku wa boku no koto Dareyori, nani ichiban suki nano wo Sorenano sorenano ni, kimi no iu kodoba wa iu konna boku ni Dareyori, yori, boku ga itoshii to iu Kimi wa sore wo to yobu kotosae shirazu ni Kimi no Itsudatte dareka no tame ni atta kokoro itsumo Doredake no jibun aisetadarou Boku itsudatte yasashisugiteita boku wa itsumo Doredake "dareka" aisetadarou Kotoba wa itsumo sono hito utsushigateta Kamisama wa naze konna ni kotoba wo tsukuttano? Kokoro wa itsumo, kotoba ni damatteta Kamisama wa naze konna fukaku ni kokoro tsukutta no? to kotoba ga kasanattetara, hitotsu ni nattara Ikutsu no kimi e no kanashii uso ga yasashii ni nattetarou Minna sou (I was here jibun (tell you why) no tamedake ni itsumo "dareka" ga iru Jaa sono (You were here) "dareka" (to tell me why) no tame ni wa nande boku wa inai Kimi wa sou kitto sou, "jibun suki na hito ga iru" jibun ga suki nano Ima wa ieru yo, "jibun suki na kimi ga iru", ima no boku ga suki Hito ga ito no tame ni nagasu sorekoso ga ai no sonzai no akashi da wo oshietekureta no wa kimi da, kimi ga tsukutta boku no kokoro wa "Dareka no tame ni sore ga boku no tame ima wa ieru sore ga ari no mama ni Ikiteku koto dato, sore ga hito nanda Boku wa sore wo yasashisa to, yobu wa mou shinai yo Kimi no Itsudatte dareka no tame ni atta kokoro kitto jibun wo aishita no darou Boku mo itsuka wa aiserukana? Kimi no you ni kana? Boku wa doredake no wo aiseru kana? Naiteta ne, kimi wa naiteta kokoro ga "naite" to sakebu mama Boku wo ni naranai you ni, sou inoru you ni Kimi wa aishitane, hito wo aishita ne, ga kare sou ni naru made Kimi no bun made, boku no tame, made Aishiteru to iu koe naiteiru you ni kikoeta Kokoro itsuka hito wo sukuu no wo kimi wa isudemo shitteita no. ==Eng Trans== If we always remember how it feels to love someone Hurtful words might never come be Our hearts, full of love or withered, are Pushing someone away, pulling them again, and someday blaming it on the moment Blurring away the faces of the ones we hurt, search again for love We are only kind because we to be loved We do it shamelessly, that is being human is Your voice saying, "I love you," sounded like a whisper Somehow I knew that one day heart woud be untrue to itself You're so kind to others that I can't help but want you care more about yourself Do have enough heart left in you for yourself? I'm no good, my heart, it's my heart and I use it for myself. can you love someone like me? Everytime I lied for my own All you did was allow tears to fall from eyes God knew everything would happen and so gave you open eyes And then I realized more than anyone, more than anything I myself was the one I the dearest Despite that, despite all of that, your words tell a person like They tell that you loved me more than anyone, more than anything You didn't even that that was called kindness Your heart had always, always been for there for someone else's But how have you been able to love yourself? I was treated to gently, kindly how much was I able to love someone else? They say that words reflect how person really is. Why did god decide to make these so close? Our hearts always hiding silently behind our words. Why did god create us with hearts so deep inside of us? If words and the heart were in sync, they became one Just how many of the sorrowful lies I spoke you would be turned into a gentle love? Everyone's the same; we all have "someone" just for So why does that "someone" not exist me? Because there is "someone love more than yourself", you like yourself I can say it now, that I like you than myself. I like the way I am now. The tears that are shed when someone cries for another, that is the evidence of the existence love The person who taught me that was you who created my heart "Who was this all for? It was for myself," I can it now Because that is what living that is what being human is I no longer call it kindness Your heart, had always been for there for someone else's sake, must loved yourself as well Will I be able to love someday, can I become like you? How much will I be able to love that You cried, you cried as your heart screamed for you to cry As if it praying so hard that you wouldn't hate me loved, you loved someone, so much that you let your heart wither even let yourself wither Your voice saying, "I love sounded like a crying whisper As if you'd always known that our hearts would be only thing to save us