==Kanji== 誰かを愛せたあの時の気持ちでいつもいれたら 誰かを傷つける言葉もこの世にはなかっただろうなあ 満ちていて 枯れていて 心はいつも誰かを つきはなして また求めて いつも時のせいにして 傷つけてきた人の顔にだけモザイクをかけて また心は愛を探す 愛されるそのためだけに優しさはあると 恥ずかしがることもなく それを人と呼んだ 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか嘘を つくのを 僕はどこかで知っていたの もっと自分を好きになれ ってくらい人に優しい君へ 自分のために使う心 残ってるの? 僕はダメなの 僕の心 僕だけのために使うものなの こんな僕をなぜ愛しく 思えるの? (堪えて こらえて あふれて) 君のまぶたは 僕が 自分のために いつも 嘘をつくたび ただ涙こぼすの (生まれて くる前からわかっていた) 神様は知ってた 全て こうなることを そして 君の瞳大きく作ったの そこから見ていたの 知ってたの いつでも僕は僕のことを 誰より何より 一番好きなのを それなのに それなのに 君の言葉は言う こんな僕に 誰より何より 僕が愛しいと言う 君はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことさえ知らずに 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はいつも どれだけの自分を愛せただろう 僕に いつだって優しくしすぎていた僕はいつも どれだけの「誰かを」愛せただろう 言葉は いつもその人を映したがってた 神様は なぜこんな近くに言葉を作ったの? 心は いつも言葉に隠れ黙ってた 神様は なぜこんな深くに心を作ったの? 心と言葉が重なってたら 一つになったら いくつの君への悲しい 嘘が優しい色になってたろう was here to tell you why) みんなそう 自分の ためだけにいつも「誰か」がいる (You were here to me why) じゃあその「誰か」の ためにはなんで僕はいないの? 君はそう きっとそう 「自分より好きな人がいる」自分が好きなの 今は 言えるよ 「自分より好きな君がいる」今の僕が好き 人が人のために流す涙 それこそが愛の存在の証だ それを教えてくれたのは君だ 君が作った僕の心は 「誰がために それが僕のために」今は言えるそれがありのままに 生きてくことだと それが人なんだと 僕はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことはもうしないよ 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はきっと そんな自分を愛したのだろう 僕も いつかは愛せるかな 君のようになれるかな 僕は どれだけの「誰かを」愛せるかな 泣いたね 君は泣いたね 心が「泣いて」と叫ぶまま 僕を嫌いにならないように そう祈るように 君は愛したね 人を愛したね 心が枯れそうになるまで 君の分まで 君のため 枯れるまで 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか人を 救うのを 君はいつでも 知っていたの ==Romaji== Dareka wo aiseta ano toki no kimochi de itsumo Dareka wo kizutsukeru mo, kono yo ni wa nakatta darou na kareteite, kokoro wa itsumo dareka wo Tsukihanashite mata motomete, itsumo no toki no ni shite Kizutsuketeta hito no kawo ni dake mozaiku wo kakete, kokoro wa ai wo sagasu sono tame dake ni yasashisa wa aru to Hazukashigaru koto mo sore wo hito to yonda Aishiteiru to koe ga, naiteiru you ni kikoeta Kokoro ga uso wo tsuku no wo boku wa dokoka de shitteita no "Motto jibun wo suki ni nare" kurai hito ni yasashii kimi e Jibun tame ni tsukau kokoro, nokotteiru no? Boku wa dame nano, boku no boku dake no tame ni tsukau mono nano Konna boku wo itoshiku omoeru no? (Koraete, afurete) Kimi no mabuta wa boku ga jibun no tame uso wo tsukutabi, tada namida kobosu no kuru mae kara wakatteita) wa shiteta, subete, kounaru koto ga Soshite kimi hitomi ookiku tsukkutetano miteita no, shitteita no, itsudemo boku wa boku no koto wo Dareyori, nani yori, ichiban suki wo Sorenano ni, sorenano ni, kimi no iu kodoba wa iu boku ni Dareyori, nani yori, boku ga itoshii to wa sore wo yasashisa to yobu kotosae shirazu ni Kimi no Itsudatte no tame ni atta kokoro wa itsumo Doredake jibun wo aisetadarou Boku no itsudatte yasashisugiteita boku wa Doredake no aisetadarou wa itsumo sono hito ni utsushigateta Kamisama wa naze konna chikaku ni kotoba wo wa itsumo, kotoba ni kakure damatteta wa naze konna fukaku ni kokoro wo tsukutta no? Kokoro to kotoba ga kasanattetara, hitotsu nattara Ikutsu no kimi e no uso ga yasashii iro ni nattetarou Minna sou (I was here to), jibun (tell you why) no tamedake ni itsumo "dareka" iru Jaa sono (You here) "dareka" (to tell me why) no tame ni wa nande boku wa inai no? Kimi sou kitto sou, "jibun yori suki na hito ga iru" jibun ga suki nano Ima wa ieru yo, "jibun yori suki na kimi ga ima no boku ga suki Hito ga ito no ni nagasu namida, sorekoso ga ai no sonzai no akashi da Sore wo oshietekureta no wa kimi da, kimi ga tsukutta no kokoro wa "Dareka no tame ni sore ga boku no tame ni" ima wa ieru sore ga ari no ni Ikiteku koto sore ga hito nanda to Boku wa sore wo to, yobu koto wa mou shinai yo Kimi no Itsudatte dareka tame ni atta kokoro wa kitto Sonna jibun aishita no darou Boku mo itsuka wa aiserukana? Kimi no you ni kana? Boku wa doredake no "dareka" wo kana? Naiteta ne, kimi wa naiteta ne, kokoro ga "naite" to mama Boku wo kirai ni naranai you ni, sou inoru ni Kimi wa hito wo aishita ne, kokoro ga kare sou ni naru made no bun made, boku no tame, kareru made Aishiteru to iu ga, naiteiru you ni kikoeta Kokoro ga itsuka hito wo sukuu no wo kimi wa shitteita no. ==Eng Trans== If could always remember how it feels to love someone Hurtful words might come to be Our hearts, full of or withered, are always Pushing someone away, pulling them close again, and someday blaming it the moment Blurring away the of the ones we hurt, we search again for love We are only kind we want to be loved do it shamelessly, that is what being human is Your voice saying, "I love you," sounded a crying whisper Somehow I knew that one day heart woud be untrue to itself You're so kind to others that can't help but want you to care more about yourself Do have enough heart left in you for yourself? I'm no good, heart, it's my heart and I use it only for myself. How can you love like me? Everytime lied for my own sake All you did was allow tears fall from your eyes God that everything would happen and so he gave open eyes And then I realized that more than anyone, more than I myself was the one I held the Despite that, despite all of that, your words tell a person like They tell me that you loved me more than anyone, more anything You didn't know that that was called kindness Your heart had always, always been for there for someone sake, But how much have you been able love yourself? I was treated to gently, kindly But how much was I to love someone else? They say that words reflect how a person really Why did god decide to make these so close? hearts are always hiding silently behind our words. Why did god create us with our hearts so deep of us? If words the heart were in sync, if they became one Just how many of the sorrowful lies I spoke to you would be turned into gentle love? Everyone's the same; all have "someone" just for us why does that "someone" not exist for me? Because there is "someone you love more yourself", you like yourself I can say it now, that I like you more than myself. I like the I am now. The tears that are shed when someone cries for another, that is the evidence of the existence love The person who taught me that was you, you created my heart "Who was this all for? It was myself," I can say it now Because that is what living is, that what being human is I will no longer call kindness Your heart, which always been for there for someone else's sake, must have yourself as well Will I be able to love someday, can become someone like you? How much will I be able love that "someone"? You cried, you cried if your heart screamed for you to cry As if it was praying so hard you wouldn't hate me You loved, you loved someone, so much that you your heart wither You even let wither Your voice saying, "I you," sounded like a crying whisper As if you'd always that our hearts would be the only thing to save us